Something like fine-sounding words...

"Once you reached the very bottom,
then you would come back from there. "

"You might be at the hardest moment,
but the time will soon come when you can feel happy."

I don't remember how many times i have been told such things for the past half a year.

For me,
"To the very bottm?? How deep is it??
How far do i keep falling??"

"You say 'soon' , but when is that ??"

"I've already surpassed my limits.
I can't stand any more. "

"Shut up!!
I really don't wanna hear such a thing.
As if you knew, don't say that easily. "

These were my thoughts lingering around me down to recent days.
However, I don't feel I'm going up.

"Well, have I gotten to the very bottom??"

The change of my mind, so to speak, is that
I come to be able to think like this,
"If it is true that very fun things are waiting for me,
I'm gonna take them as much as I had been struggling. "

How fast things changes!
myself, and surroundings,

Here is a word that I heard last month.
"An inch ahead is not darkness, but lightness."

I am the one that knows "out of sight",
maybe, I'm more sensitive to light and dark than others.

MK :)